I am not a blank slate I do not want to forget I want to keep my regrets Even those I hate I am a living metaphor I am something I’m not Something everyone forgot I don’t matter anymore I am...not quite here I drift away sometimes I get stuck out of my mind I run from all I hold dear I am a bright new page In an torn, old book I won’t turn back and look I’ll make my own way... |
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I know I should just wipe away these regrets, become a blank slate once more, but...I can't. I want to keep them with me because they are my memories and I hold them so dear to me, even though they hurt when I think about them.
I just...I wanna go and scream and punch something and...you know what I mean...but I can't because then my mum will notice. And I'm not in a bad mood as such just...I can't explain it. Just as I can't really explain this poem. Just written while gaining a third regret. I don't keep many close to my heart - regrets are worthless normally. But these three...they just...yeah. Hope you like the poem, it's a bit odd because that's the state of my mind at the moment. Love you all dearly. Jen xxx |
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So if ya' want to pray just come on down cause this freak show is leaving the ground! -[Toby Mac]
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Chap Stick, Chapped Lips, And Things Like Chemistry! -[Relient K]
Jen x
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So if ya' want to pray just come on down cause this freak show is leaving the ground! -[Toby Mac]
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Chap Stick, Chapped Lips, And Things Like Chemistry! -[Relient K]
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Almighty God, in every way, you are above and beyond understanding.
I imagine such regrets are so fluidly related.
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There is no one who loves pain itself, who seeks after it and wants to have it, simply because it is pain...
~Poetic-Disturbance a little club I'm in.
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There is no one who loves pain itself, who seeks after it and wants to have it, simply because it is pain...
~Poetic-Disturbance a little club I'm in.
Jen x
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